Poetry

If you can,
Come meet me at the bottom of the stairs.
If you can,
Come meet me on top of the roof.
If you can,
Come meet me at the corniche in Libnan.
If you can,
Come meet me at Habiba’s for knafe in Amman.
If you can,
Come meet me for chai at Elaichi’s in California.
And if you cannot,
Close your eyes, tap your heart three times, and meet me in your heart.💜

Sat by the edge of abyss, I let my darkness consume my light,
a part of me already drowned in it…some part of me fights.

Every man must walk into depths of his darkness alone and let fear wrap him once more,
for in it he either comes out of the quicksand or he may never see the light..

#closertotheedge

I think I never really loved you...

I convinced myself that I did and maybe at that point in my life, I didn’t know what love was supposed to feel like, so I mistook what I felt for love.

Maybe I only loved the idea of being in love.

Maybe I was just desperate to feel something, to be wanted, to be held without conditions.

Maybe I wanted to live out what I had been told love should be by the society, movies, and everything I grew up around.

But now, after these years, after everything I’ve gone through, I’ve finally felt what real love is like.

And with you it wasn't love. It was something else maybe comfort, longing, maybe even hope but not love.

I hope that you too get to feel love in its truest form.

And if you already have, then I’m glad.

Because I wouldn’t want you to know the pain of searching for it and never finding it.

I do respect you. I still want good things for you.

But I have to be honest with myself and with you that I never loved you.

Relationships don’t fail because passion dies. They fail because effort does.

               #Arxi

MY HEAVEN
I have stolen you from life itself,
and made you my own life.
Feel safe in my arms forever,
because I would never want to let you go.
Since we are already together,
let’s tell it to time itself
that no one can separate us anymore.
Hiding you from the sadness,
hiding you from other eyes.
I have made you my life;
meeting you was like gaining a new life,
like all my dreams were finally fulfilled,
like I have finally found my heaven. 😌❤️

remember yall, your self respect has to be stronger than your feelings

one of the sweetest ways to love…..

i’ll let you grow(go)

All mothers are the best ☺️☺️☺️

Relationships work when both people take responsibility, not when one person takes all the blame.

                            #Arxi

The saddest boys are often the ones who smile the brightest." 💔🙂