Poetry

Took so many tries to get good handwriting 😭

The quality of your relationship depends on the quality of your conversations.

                            #Arxi

Sometimes the way I care about people I wish I had someone like me in my own life.
My heart is so small I said “ How can You place such big sorrows inside? “ He replied ‘ Look, your eyes are even smaller. Yet they behold the world”

Deep Inner Landscape

I walked where language forgets its name,
beneath the skin of certainty,
where the mind drops its disguises
and even hope feels far away.

The abyss did not shout—
it waited,
patient as breath held too long,
quiet as truth not yet ready to be seen.

I called it darkness,
but it was only what I refused to face—
the unlit rooms of myself,
the mirrors I would not stand before.

And so I walked through it.

Not around. Not above.
Through.

Each step stripped illusion from my hands,
each fear became a stone I learned to carry,
each silence a teacher I did not choose
but slowly learned to trust.

There, in the depth where nothing comforts,
I met what I had been running from—
not a monster,
but my own becoming.

And in the lowest point of the night,
when even meaning dissolved,
a light did not arrive from outside—

it remembered me.

Soft. Unforced. Already there.

I'm bad with words
Can you read my eyes

I'm hiding my truths
Can you write my lies

I'm watching the night
Can you enlighten my skies

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I hope you find someone who constantly frustrates you.

Someone who manages to forget your spare batteries or leaves your heavy coat on the kitchen counter, only to look at you amid the chaos of the platform and let out the sweetest, most disarming "sorry."

I hope you find someone who knows exactly when to give you tough love. When your eyes are burning and you are exhausted from the endless clacking of your keyboard, they tell you to just suck it up.

But they sit right there on the floor next to your chair, refusing to leave your side until the screens finally go dark.

I hope you realize, in those unglamorous moments, how incredibly lucky you are to have someone who simply stays.

Someone who doesn't expect an ounce of grand gestures in return, but quietly basks in your warmth. Because quiet love is hard to hear. It doesn't announce itself in a loud room, which makes it far too easy to take for granted.

You expect them to smile and wave happily as you board your train, but just before the doors close, you catch that split-second glimpse of their composure breaking.

I hope you find someone who makes you grow so deeply, and so quietly. Someone who alters your heart in such a profound way that even if they boarded the next train away, you could never be the same person again.

“𝘐𝘧 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘦. 𝘐𝘧 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥.”

— 𝘍𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘻 𝘒𝘢𝘧𝘬𝘢

to anyone reading this
i hope you find a soul that handles your heart with care, someone who never sees your love as something temporary, and never chooses to hurt you just because they can