I have failed to call upon Allah like my Prophet (PBUH). I have failed to love like my Prophet (PBUH). I have failed to fear Allah like my Prophet (PBUH), fear His punishment, approach Him out of fear of Him and be a slave of His love. I have failed to have my sins forgiven like my Prophet (PBUH). I have failed to prepare the Hereafter like my Prophet (PBUH). Yea Allah, Yea Rabb Yea Rabb Yea Rabb, forgive me, forgive me, accept me, accept me as Your true slave, as You accepted the companions of my Prophet (PBUH). I’m 30s I am a very ordinary person. I don't want to be extraordinary,