कविता

The irony of becoming independepent while secretly longing to be understood…-

Waqt ne Mujhe Chup rehna sikhaa diyaa….
Aur haalaton ne Sehnaa sikhaa diyaa….
Abb kisi ke aas nahi hai zindagi me…
Kyunki Meri tanhaaiyon ne Mujhe akela rehna sikhaaa diyaa…

Kisi Nazar ne dil ki ek aisi kashmakash ko shabdon mein piroya hai jo bohot hi gehri aur dardnak hai.

Yeh mehsoos hona bilkul lazmi hai jab dil kisi aisi cheez ya insaan ki taraf khinchta hai jo door hai, aur jo samne hai uski qadar nahi ho pati.

Dil hamesha us taraf bhaagta hai jo adhoora ho, kyunki mukammal cheezein kabhi-kabhi aam lagne lagti hain.

Jab zindagi ke raaste par har taraf sheeshe bikhre hon aur har do kadam aage badhne par chaar kadam peeche jana pade, toh.....

Koi khanjar laaye,
aur chubho de mere seene mein—
yeh dard bhi mukhtasar ho jaaye.

Woh shakhs chala gaya,
jiske hone se yeh dil makaan tha—
ab uske baad
sirf ek viraan khandar hai.

Deewaron par ab bhi
uski baaton ki gard jami hai,
khidkiyon se uski yaadon ki
dhoop toh aati hai,
magar sukoon nahi.

Jahan kabhi uska naam
mohabbat ki tarah basa tha,
wahaan ab malaal ke jale hue nishaan hain.

Har raat koi puraana darwaaza
andar se khul jaata hai,
aur uski yaad
mere ujड़े hue seene mein
phir se maatam karne lagti hai.

Woh laut'ta nahi,
magar jaata bhi nahi—
ajeeb shakhs hai…
meri zindagi se nikal kar bhi
mere khandar-e-dil ka
sabse zinda hissa hai.

In aasmaano ko pucho mere khyaalo ka
Ke inhone suna he mujhe khamoshi me bhi
Yeh sard hawayein, yeh tim timate sitaare
Inhone sambhala hai mere umadte sailabo ko bhi

Yeh har dafa mujhse baatein karte
Batlaate kudrat ka dogla chehra
Kabhi din bankar roshni laate
Phir raat bankar laate andhera

Yeh batlaate mujhe uss aashique ke jazbaat
Jab pyaar uska isne mukkamal kiya
Aur dete hisaab har dard ke
Jo har nakamyaab ke saath hai jiya

Kya kahain Jo hotha achy k liey hotha.but feel 😢

Alright I am trying poetry after a very long time. Its gonna sound cringe but I'll try it anyway. I might delete it too after some time. 😂

Mohabbat hai mujhe parindo se
Ha mohabbat hai mujhe parindo se
Unko mai chuna chahta hu
Apni unglion pe bithana chahta hu
Mai jab bhi paas jata hu unke wo udd jaatie hai
Shayad dartie mujhse
Dartie hai ke unhe pakad na lu
Dartie hai kahi kaid na kar du
Unhe apni aazadi pasad hai
Mai jab dana du wo fir wapis aa jaatie hai
Agar paas jau to fir udd jaatie hai
Ab ye doori samjhne laga hu
Unko door se dekhne laga hu
Umeed ab bhi hai mere dil mai
Ha umeed ab bhi hai mere dil mai
Shayad unhe bhi mohabbat hogi
Dane se zyada dane wale se mohabbat hogi
Kabhi aynegi mujhse milne
Mere kadho pe baitne
Unhe kitni mohabbat hai asmano se ye batlayaengi mujhe
Udhna sikhayengi mujhe
Ha udhna sikhayengi mujhe

The End

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मिटते मिटते भी आस रहती है

Aaina rakhte hain apne paas isliye mere apne kam hain, mukhauta hota to mehfil lagi hoti...

Galat hone ki hi nhi .....sahi hone ki bhi kimat chukani parhti hai .🍁
log ye keh kar bhi sath chhorh jate hai tum ache ho isliye pasand aaye the.😕💔

Guzarta gaya main iss safar mein din bhar,
Musafir aatey gaye , din guzarta gaya.
Kuch toh hai iss safar mein , zindagi...
Kuch toh hai Jo tum mujhe samjhana chahti ho... aye zindagi.

Subha ki kiran aagayi, din shuru hogaya,
Waqt mera saath degaa ke nahin, mujhe nahin pata.
Kisi ka intezaar, kisi ki muskurahat, kisi ka pyar,
Kiske liye main hun fariyadi, kis cheez ki karun main fariyad.

Aaj bazaar bhi hai gumsum , koi pukaarne wala nahin yahan,
Akela hun iss bazaar mein kisi ka intezaar hai shayad,
Tu hi bata aye zindagi, tu hi toh hai ek saath meri, jab koi nahin.