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There’s someone on here who I wanted to marry. I know she’s on Jama and she was on muzz. Our families knew and the talk was about to happen but I stopped it because I got scared. She then disrespected one of my family members before letting me explain myself. She exposed me. I get I broke her heart and embarrassed her to Infront of her family but months down the line I miss her and I can’t find someone like her. I believe she still loves me. I know she isn’t looking because her love was real. This woman was one of a kind she’s batshi crazy but she’s naturally beautiful kind and caring, she’s a home girl one you actually wife and I want her to be the mother of my children. I know I made her cry and I broke her. I recently got into contact with her and she asked about me again and I told her I was getting married over the summer and the sad thing is she prayed for me and this made up wife lol. She prayed for me during Ummrah she asked for me by name when we first started talking and she did everything I wanted in a woman. She’s practicing hijabi. She’s down the road from me. I’ve seen several posts about her. Idk what to do man I royally fuck-d up. I know she won’t come back. I never stopped loving her I just got scared of committing
So, I’ve been interested in a handful of potential that I’ve grown to like via socials but not sure in how to approach them 🥺 as I would like to know where I’d stand with them before going offline till further notice. I do have mix feelings about it, maybe I’m overthinking of ‘what if’.
What should do?
