Converts / Reverts

I remember the first time i finally khatam Quran, the moment i read the last surah my voice start shaking, my chest felt heavy and my tears started fell down all over my face, remembering all those hard times, the stutter while readings the Quran while the others read it perfectly. It felt like… ya Allah finally 😭

Did you know that Allah gives extra rewards for those who reads with stutter? That’s why i cried my eyes out that day😭

So to brothers and sisters whose in difficulty reading the Quran in arabic versions, it’s okay to feel left behind. Read it even tho you have to do it repeatedly. May Allah ease your difficulties.

Notes:
May Allah blessed, give health and istiqamah for my teacher, my lil sist and my friend who taught me read Quran sooo patiently.

RECITE THIS AFTER SALAH
3 TIMES:

Astaghfirullah أَسْتَغْفرُ الله
(I seek forgiveness from Allah)
1 TIME:
اللُّهُمَّ أَنْتَ السَّلَامُ وَمِنْكَ السَّلَامُ تَبَارَكْتَ يَا ذَا الْجَلَالِ وَالْإِكْرَامِ
Allahumma anta al-salam wa minka al-salam tabarakta ya dhal-jalali wa l-ikram
(O Allah, you are peace and from you is peace. Blessed are you,
Majestic and Generous)

Subhan Allah سُبْحَانَ اللُّه
(Glory be to Allah)
33 TIMES EACH:

Alhamdu-lil-lah الْحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ
(Praise be to Allah)

Allahu Akbar اللُهُ أكْبُر
(Allah is most Great)

1 TIME:
لَا إِلَهَ إِلّ اللّهُ وَحْدَهُ لَا شَرِيكَ لَهُ لَهُ الْمُلْكُ وَلَهُ الْحَمْدُ وَهُوَ عَلَى كُلَّ شَيْءٍ قَدِيرٌ
La ilaha illal-lah Wahdahu la sharika lahu, lahu-l-Mulk wa lahu-l-hamd wa Huwa 'ala kulli shai'in Qadir (There is no god but Allah, alone, without partner.
His is the sovereignty, and His the praise, and He has power over everything
Make it a daily habit.

Feel the peace. Strengthen your imaan.
References: Sahih Muslim 591, Sahih Muslim 597a.

DUA FOR EASE IN EVERY MATTER
اللَّهُمَّ لَا سَهْلَ إِلَّا مَا جَعَلْتَهُ سَهْلًا، وَأَنْتَ تَجْعَلُ الْحَزْنَ
إِذَا شِئْتَ سَهْلًا
Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja'altahu sahla, wa anta taj'alu al-hazna idha shita sahlā.
O Allah, there is no ease except in what You make easy, and You make difficulty easy whenever You will.

A COMPREHENSIVE DUA FOR FORGIVENESS, MERCY, GUIDANCE & WELL-BEING
اللَّهُمَّ اغْفِرْ لِي، وَارْحَمْنِي،
وَاهْدِنِي، وَارْزُقنِي، وَاجْبُوْنِي،
وَارْفَعْنِي، وَعَافِنِي
Allähumma-ghfir li, warhamni, wahdini, warzuqni, wajburni,
warfa'ni, wa'afini.
O Allah, forgive me, have mercy on me, guide me, provide for me, mend and strengthen my affairs, elevate my status, and grant me well-being.

Sincerity
Morning breath repels the wrong man; the right one explores it to reach a kindred soul.
A language understood after the hundredth visit.

Looking for Sisters 💐🧕🏾

There’s something incredibly beautiful about a woman who discovered Islam for herself.

You weren’t simply born into everything familiar. Somewhere along the way, your heart went searching, Allah guided you, and you chose Him. That kind of woman genuinely catches my attention.

And maybe somewhere out there is a revert reading this right now… blonde hair, beautiful smile, soft heart, trying to become closer to Allah while secretly wondering where her future husband is. 👀

I’m wondering the same thing about my future wife.

I want that ridiculous kind of marriage where we’re still flirting with each other years later. Where she catches me staring at her from across the room and already knows exactly why. Where we pray beside each other, travel together, laugh until our stomachs hurt, stay up talking about everything and nothing, and somehow become even more obsessed with each other as the years go by.

I want to be the man she feels completely feminine around. Loved, desired, protected and appreciated. The man who reminds her how beautiful she is until she gets tired of hearing it… although I have a feeling she won’t. 😏

And I want a woman who brings that same warmth into my life. Someone affectionate, playful, deeply loving and serious about building something beautiful together for the sake of Allah.

Revert or born Muslim, blonde or brunette… maybe the woman I’m describing just read this far.

If your heart started beating a tiny bit faster, you already know where the message button is. 🤍

I started to learn about Islam on my early 20’s bcs i felt like behind and had zero knowledge about Islam (im still do hehe). Here’s the thing that i can tell during those days (imo) :

1. See Islam from Islam itself, do not follow the crowd or any particular religious person.
2. More knowledge you receive doesn’t make you the most religious person on earth. You’ll feel superior in everything and start to judge everyone.
3. If you have questions, ask to someone who has more credibility in their field especially if it’s related to fiqh
4. FIND YOUR CIRCLE. Wanting to be better is hard to do it alone, you need company who can help you do positive things. A person that help you remember Allah everyday no matter how small the gesture is.
5. Strengths your Tauhid upon Allah. This world is a madness and we need our heart and head fills with Allah.

Taqwa and Muslimah

A quencher for the dry mouth, revealing the distorted reality of a desolate animal roaming aimlessly.

Not one to fool, but spoken to with truth, determination, and discipline.

May Allah turn me into a man who can provide for four, just to give to my one.

Reverting was the return to my nature.

Now I wander with purpose and instruction, pouring my heart with the contentment and motivation I once lost while roaming foreign lands.

I only thank my Creator for continuously revealing His signs.