So actually, my heart is slowly healing. Because I'm comfortable with someone. But I just let it be, I don't tell that person.

I observe that person from a distance. Because I'm sure my name has been saved in his house.

So, to avoid private message chats that could lead to adultery, difficulty in controlling non-mahram boundaries, it's best if I don't tell the man that we're compatible.

I didn't tell the man that we're compatible. But the man tried to keep me focused on the Quran. So I feel like I'm being cared for and cared for by him.

So, in conclusion, behind my sadness, I posted that there's someone who processes my problems and pays attention to me and gives me support.