so last night the man did not send a message, and I was lurking in his post he was happily replying to messages in the comments column of pious women, Alhamdulillah he is trying to move on not remembering me always and so am I, v which is still a question when we will block each other in all aspects.

for readers who don't know the problem, you don't think I'm a good woman, you have to read the comments column, some women wrote in my post column, these women said I was a vengeful woman, an evil woman who couldn't move on.

and I asked Google whether what they wrote in my comments column was true about me, because the one who judges me is someone else, namely you readers.

but I want to defend myself, I told Google Google I'm not a wild woman who talks to many men in DM messages I said clearly and repeatedly, I talk to one man if the conversation is over and we break up and there is really no more communication, then I will open a new chat.

so if a woman like me is said to be a vengeful woman who can't move on, a woman who badmouths her ex in a post, it's the right of other women to comment and write it in the comments column of my post, with negative sentences trying to advise me and I'm not anti-criticism.

but I still want to defend myself so that my mentality doesn't fall with negative sentences. and I admit I told negative things about my ex in my post, then after that I regretted it and I deleted it because I'm human because I'm an ordinary human being who is in the process of becoming a pious woman who is truly a pious woman, a pious woman is actually a woman who is quiet and calm if not shouting on social media, Surrender Allah will help.

so here viewers it seems that I am very lacking how far I am from a pious woman, so you think 10 times 1000 times a million times to send a private DM to talk about marriage to me, because I am still very far from being worthy of being a wife.

you should read the writings of these women in the comments column, they clearly say I am a vengeful woman, I am not good I can not move on, that could be your reason for not making me a wife. and for myself guys I can not move on, whatever but I am trying to recover from the loss even though our chat from June 6, 2026 to June 11, 2026 was a short chat only a few days guys, but because the chat means a lot to me, I find it difficult to move on that's why I don't chat with the opposite *** later my heart will hurt myself mentally hurt myself finally I have difficulty in carrying out daily activities. that means I can not have a romantic relationship.

for example last night I saw the guy online on WhatsApp, just seeing him online my heart said 🥺"oh you're online but you didn't send me a message". 🥺 that feels sad right. then I comforted my heart I tried to write on my WhatsApp status, because the guy can see my WhatsApp status, 💌 I wrote:" I know you're online I want to write i miss you ". 🤲🕋 I'm sure he read it.

that's my way to heal and process. but I also don't reply if he sends: 💌" i miss you", I don't reply I hold my hand, actually I want to reply but I also hold my fingers ✋, my tears have fallen my eyes are already watery already wet I don't reply I just look at it.

and the women who wrote in the comments column of my post that I was a vengeful woman who was not good, could not move on, finally from them I got new strength, I started to think about how to fortify myself to be strong so as not to be hurt by words like that, finally I concluded that I have to be a majnun woman now.

I am a majnun character, majnun is someone who will not have feelings of hurt by all negative sentences. yes finally I managed to embody majnun, I now feel no hurt by negative comment columns.
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✔️✔️💌evidence from the Koran about healing mental illness due to heartbreak and breakup
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Mursal

@mursal1

2 days ago

Your memory does not knock anymore—
it lives here.

It sits beside me in silence,
eating from the same plate as my loneliness,
sleeping in the corners of my thoughts
where I cannot turn off the light.

I call it moving on,
but it calls me back
every time I forget to be strong.

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Mursal

@mursal1

2 days ago

At night, I lose the performance
of being okay.